I can't tell you exactly what feels off - I just sense it. I can feel something brewing. Maybe a fully rested me will wake up on the second day of January and this feeling doesn't exist anymore. And if it does, I will coexist with it until it passes.
At any rate - I'm going to make my best attempt at a list tonight then crawl into bed (again) and wait to drift off to sleep.
- Laying in bed all day felt pretty good. I loved the warmth of the sheets and the comforter covering me. It felt comforting and well, I guess that's why those special blankets are called comforters? hahaha
- I love that I have leftovers in the refrigerator because I didn't really have to do much thinking with regards to what I would eat. Just heat and serve. It was one of those days I ate everything while sitting in bed. You'd think I was hungover or sick and I was neither.
- This is totally random but I was looking at my feet today and thought, "I have some nice looking feet!" Now, this thought really did make me feel good for a couple of minutes in an otherwise "feeling blue" type of day.
- Since it was a "blue" kind of day I watched an old black and white movie by Abbott and Costello. After watching it I wanted to watch anything with Bette Davis in it. I love her presence on film. Too bad I couldn't find a film on cable with her in it and I don't own anything by her - maybe it's time that I do.
- There are so many little things that are floating through my mind to place into this last slot - they all seem so insignificant but I honestly know that nothing in the world is insignificant. There's a sense of connectedness among everything in the world. The fact that I breathe has an effect somewhere on the planet. It's days like this (and some days that are less blue and more magenta) that cause me to get all philosophical. I love being philosophical and thinking of things like how my breathing adds to the breeze someone may feel in Tulsa, Oklahoma. Just like my low energy/mood may affect someone else and bring them down. I am responsible for the energy I bring into the world each day. I watched a documentary by Tom Shadyac called "I Am" that talked about this. It was very intriguing.
My apologies for the low energy today.
Okay - as Scarlett O'Hara said so famously, "Afterall, tomorrow is another day."
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